Goodbye For possibly Forever?? Maybe for 5 months?
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6070 pts ★ RacerOn 2023-12-27 at 22:36:02
Im Leaving Probably Forever All this drama I have got !myself into as an retarded Idiot I'm probably gonna kill myself I don't know how but I'm going to do it
So Goodbye
So Goodbye
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On 2023-12-28 at 00:46:29
this fella so retarded
On 2023-12-28 at 01:36:28
For God's sake don't kill yourself because you threw a fit on a Mario Kart forum. If you want a break from MKPC, take a break from MKPC. And try to calm down before you rush to conclusions, because right now you're thinking irrationally. Mods have to deal with this often anyway. You're being a minor annoyance but it's nothing crazy.
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On 2023-12-28 at 01:51:48
You're 11 how you can say you would kill yourself for a stupid useless drama, it's not like we have 3 of them everyday (I'm exaggerating slightly but hey), anyways idk why but i'm pretty sure you said that to make everyone react, maybe even to ultimately stay, It almost sounds like a conspiracy theory lmaoo but it's happened before sooo (like in which world would someone commit suicide over a pointless drama while being 11)
Anyways outside of that if you really feel bad just take a break I guess, don't forget it's just a silly game created by some french dude, even if I think that it’s a bit like this community that you never really leave, like some people are here since 2016, some others leave to ultimately return 2 years later, in 2022 we even had the 2nd account ever (1st is Wargor) who posted a message here, but anyways i'm off-topic now, so I guess take time to rest
I think I was way too agressive on that first part but I have enough of some kids here so idc sorry
Anyways outside of that if you really feel bad just take a break I guess, don't forget it's just a silly game created by some french dude, even if I think that it’s a bit like this community that you never really leave, like some people are here since 2016, some others leave to ultimately return 2 years later, in 2022 we even had the 2nd account ever (1st is Wargor) who posted a message here, but anyways i'm off-topic now, so I guess take time to rest
I think I was way too agressive on that first part but I have enough of some kids here so idc sorry
8On 2023-12-28 at 02:06:27
For God's sake don't kill yourself because you threw a fit on a Mario Kart forum. If you want a break from MKPC, take a break from MKPC. And try to calm down before you rush to conclusions, because right now you're thinking irrationally. Mods have to deal with this often anyway. You're being a minor annoyance but it's nothing crazy.
I agree with this. Leaving MKPC because of a mistake that you can get redeemed from is just overkill.
(Sorry if my wording doesn't make sense.)
On 2023-12-28 at 02:09:06
Im Leaving Probably Forever All this drama I have got !myself into as an retarded Idiot I'm probably gonna kill myself I don't know how but I'm going to do it
So Goodbye
So Goodbye
Listen, if you're gonna off yourself, atleast do it for something that you can't change, no matter how hard you try. You should consider giving up then, & only then. Otherwise, figure out what the perceived problem is, & try to find a solution. (If you're too lazy to do all that half-ass it & pretend that you've changed, like me & keep things to yourself. I've got some things to say to a few members that are probably considered "insensitive", but you won't catch me saying them anytime soon.)
Also don't kill yourself regardless, unless you're a pedo(sorry not sorry).
Anyway, I know we didn't really talk a lot, but losing other Caribbean players feels really bad, on a personal level. There's hardly any left. Please don't leave. Atleast, not forever.
Also. I'm not gonna be allowed to say this the way I want to say it to you, as a Caribbean guy to another normally would because I'd get banned, but please, how are you gonna get through life if your first thought is to unironically commit suicide? Because you will get rejected: girl, job, friends, etc. It's a horrible mentality to have.
4On 2023-12-28 at 02:44:40
Ok I just had a talk with myself
(Not Crazy)
And I have just been thinking "What if I have Bipolar disorder?" Because Its like for 2 hours I have depression and then for 3 hours or more I'm completely fine so not to Change topics or anything but should I talk to my mom about this and just get this over with?
(Not Crazy)
And I have just been thinking "What if I have Bipolar disorder?" Because Its like for 2 hours I have depression and then for 3 hours or more I'm completely fine so not to Change topics or anything but should I talk to my mom about this and just get this over with?
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1On 2023-12-28 at 06:25:26
how about instead of asking random people online you talk it out with trusted people in real life?
why are you coming here for mental help, absolutely no reason for doing this
why are you coming here for mental help, absolutely no reason for doing this
6On 2023-12-28 at 06:39:46
Im Leaving Probably Forever All this drama I have got !myself into as an retarded Idiot I'm probably gonna kill myself I don't know how but I'm going to do it
So Goodbye
So Goodbye
Gonna be honest, as a depressed person to another, I'm gonna say you're not suicidal over a Mario Kart fan forum, you've CLEARLY got some underlying cause and this just happened to be the straw that broke the camel's back.
However I will say that you have a full life ahead of ya, you're only 11, so in my honest opinion you really need to talk this out with someone before ya do anything drastic.
Stay safe, the world is harsh, don't do harsh things to yourself to amend the cracks in the world.
Also yeah I pretty much became the mental support/shoulder to cry on of idk how many people on this site like Lely lmao
Oh yeah and sorry my English is terrible lol
On 2023-12-29 at 02:54:02
I think that beyond the attention seeking part that this topic might induce, it's concerning that you would even harm yourself over a Mario Kart fangame, especially at 11, where most people still fear death. Also, the subject of suicide is not light, some people on this website have gone through actual depression, internal pain, bad mental health etc. And almost committed suicide themselves, so you can't just walk out there and say that you are going to kill yourself.
If you want a break from MKPC, that's a much better solution. Yes, we all cause mistakes, we sometimes cause dramas too, but the most important part is to recognize we messed up, so that we can make up for it,evolve as individuals and move on in life. We all make mistakes and the most you can get out of it is to learn from them. And if underneath this, as Illu said, there is underlying mental problems, or if you feel like you might have a mental disorder, a Mario Kart fangame cannot help you with that. You could use some IRL help, like a doctor, a therapist, your family, or someone that is trust worthy... because health-wise there is not much to do behind a screen.
If you want a break from MKPC, that's a much better solution. Yes, we all cause mistakes, we sometimes cause dramas too, but the most important part is to recognize we messed up, so that we can make up for it,evolve as individuals and move on in life. We all make mistakes and the most you can get out of it is to learn from them. And if underneath this, as Illu said, there is underlying mental problems, or if you feel like you might have a mental disorder, a Mario Kart fangame cannot help you with that. You could use some IRL help, like a doctor, a therapist, your family, or someone that is trust worthy... because health-wise there is not much to do behind a screen.
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