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6102 pts ★ RacerOn 2023-10-16 at 02:33:58
Okay I'm just not fine right now.
I have a lot of projects and I'm starting school at 10AM tomorrow. What is wrong ? Well I have to do this presentation in technology for Wednesday. And I intended to rest from 8AM to 10AM, but I'm probably gonna have to work on that presentation bc there is barely any time here. I've done something terrible and I'm not even halfway there, and what' worse is that I was alone to do it, my partner didn't save it in the common files and was absent until tomorrow. What I did is absolutely terrible and I need to improve it, take notes for what I'll orally be saying and hurry my ass up.
But where do I have the time for myself in this load of bullshit ? This feels so wrong. That week could have went well but I'm gonna have to work every second I have the opportunity to, which feels unfair. No time for that nice MC1 remake I wanted to do : if I work on it then I'm screwed.
This weekend was good, my grandparents are kind and funny. But they also feed me a lot, which is nice bc I love food, but that still makes me gain almost 9ibs in 2 days. What am I supposed to do ? Tell me. I got rejected by the only person I could have had a chance with. I'm not going to find love if I gain more weight. I feel like a pig.
But now I have almost no time to get it done. My overall score is ruined by a 8/20 (2/5) in Arts, which means I cannot afford to be losing more. But tell me how can I do something good ? I cannot. There is no time left. 1 morning, 2 evenings and 1 afternoon. That's nothing. Nothing to do the other 40% of the presentation, make it good to watch, take notes for what I have to say and improve flaws. I'm, on top of everything, a subsitute class representative, one of the better students and the teacher sees me as good. I am gonna ruin his expectations and make a fool out of myself. I just want to run away. There is nothing else to do. And there are the Halloween holidays too, but then I won't have access to a proper computer and then bye bye the paint.net tracks.
Yeah, running away. I don't see what else I can do. My presentation is gonna suck and everyone is gonna make fun of me. I feel alone, terrible and I can't deal with this anymore.
I have a lot of projects and I'm starting school at 10AM tomorrow. What is wrong ? Well I have to do this presentation in technology for Wednesday. And I intended to rest from 8AM to 10AM, but I'm probably gonna have to work on that presentation bc there is barely any time here. I've done something terrible and I'm not even halfway there, and what' worse is that I was alone to do it, my partner didn't save it in the common files and was absent until tomorrow. What I did is absolutely terrible and I need to improve it, take notes for what I'll orally be saying and hurry my ass up.
But where do I have the time for myself in this load of bullshit ? This feels so wrong. That week could have went well but I'm gonna have to work every second I have the opportunity to, which feels unfair. No time for that nice MC1 remake I wanted to do : if I work on it then I'm screwed.
This weekend was good, my grandparents are kind and funny. But they also feed me a lot, which is nice bc I love food, but that still makes me gain almost 9ibs in 2 days. What am I supposed to do ? Tell me. I got rejected by the only person I could have had a chance with. I'm not going to find love if I gain more weight. I feel like a pig.
But now I have almost no time to get it done. My overall score is ruined by a 8/20 (2/5) in Arts, which means I cannot afford to be losing more. But tell me how can I do something good ? I cannot. There is no time left. 1 morning, 2 evenings and 1 afternoon. That's nothing. Nothing to do the other 40% of the presentation, make it good to watch, take notes for what I have to say and improve flaws. I'm, on top of everything, a subsitute class representative, one of the better students and the teacher sees me as good. I am gonna ruin his expectations and make a fool out of myself. I just want to run away. There is nothing else to do. And there are the Halloween holidays too, but then I won't have access to a proper computer and then bye bye the paint.net tracks.
Yeah, running away. I don't see what else I can do. My presentation is gonna suck and everyone is gonna make fun of me. I feel alone, terrible and I can't deal with this anymore.
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1On 2023-10-16 at 08:17:41
A propos de cette "présentation" (tu voulais dire exposé ? Je suis pas sûr 😅)
- Si t'as pas pu progresser correctement tout seul c'est la faute de l'autre élève qui aurait dû être là (et si son absence est legit dans ce cas c'est des choses qui arrivent...)
- Normalement, je dis bien NORMALEMENT même si ta note est pas terrible, si le prof voit que tu as quand même essayé de travailler il devrait comprendre (et si il ne le fait pas c'est un connard, oui c'est gratuit)
- Si t'as un problème avec le fait de trop manger avec tes grands-parents, tu peux leur dire non ? Tu as dit qu'ils étaient gentils, ça devrait aller non ? Après si tu aurais le temps pratiquer une activité sportive régulièrement aurait pu être bien (je fais du tir à l'arc perso), mais bon si tu manques tant de temps on va éviter de te rajouter de la pression ça serait contre-productif
- Si les autres élèves risquent de se moquer de toi pour une simple mauvaise note 1 c'est totalement con et 2 est-ce qu'ils font mieux habituellement eux ?
Aussi peut-être qu'ils se sentent ""faibles"" et veulent exprimer une supériorité sur quelqu'un, ou une merde comme ça jsp
Bref je commence à perdre les mots, j'espère juste que tu réussiras à te sentir mieux, tout va bien se passer, et puis ce n'est qu'une des nombreuses épreuves de la vie... en tout cas courage, et comme la dernière fois t'as toujours tout mon soutien <3
- Si t'as pas pu progresser correctement tout seul c'est la faute de l'autre élève qui aurait dû être là (et si son absence est legit dans ce cas c'est des choses qui arrivent...)
- Normalement, je dis bien NORMALEMENT même si ta note est pas terrible, si le prof voit que tu as quand même essayé de travailler il devrait comprendre (et si il ne le fait pas c'est un connard, oui c'est gratuit)
- Si t'as un problème avec le fait de trop manger avec tes grands-parents, tu peux leur dire non ? Tu as dit qu'ils étaient gentils, ça devrait aller non ? Après si tu aurais le temps pratiquer une activité sportive régulièrement aurait pu être bien (je fais du tir à l'arc perso), mais bon si tu manques tant de temps on va éviter de te rajouter de la pression ça serait contre-productif
- Si les autres élèves risquent de se moquer de toi pour une simple mauvaise note 1 c'est totalement con et 2 est-ce qu'ils font mieux habituellement eux ?
Aussi peut-être qu'ils se sentent ""faibles"" et veulent exprimer une supériorité sur quelqu'un, ou une merde comme ça jspBref je commence à perdre les mots, j'espère juste que tu réussiras à te sentir mieux, tout va bien se passer, et puis ce n'est qu'une des nombreuses épreuves de la vie... en tout cas courage, et comme la dernière fois t'as toujours tout mon soutien <3
1On 2023-10-26 at 01:48:21
J'avais pas vu que t'avais répondu
Oui je fais de la natation, 2h par semaine, je chôme pas
j'ai eu un 11 sur l'exposé dont je parlais, ça s'est relativement bien passé... merci pour la réponse
En soit ça s'est pas super bien passé, mais je m'en moque car j'ai fait de mon mieux et je m'y attendais. Je sais aussi que je vais me prendre des tartes sur des contrôles que j'ai foiré, mais je m'en fous. Là c'est les vacances, je vais disparaître 2 semaines et régler tous ces problèmes.
Oui je fais de la natation, 2h par semaine, je chôme pas
j'ai eu un 11 sur l'exposé dont je parlais, ça s'est relativement bien passé... merci pour la réponseEn soit ça s'est pas super bien passé, mais je m'en moque car j'ai fait de mon mieux et je m'y attendais. Je sais aussi que je vais me prendre des tartes sur des contrôles que j'ai foiré, mais je m'en fous. Là c'est les vacances, je vais disparaître 2 semaines et régler tous ces problèmes.
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1On 2023-11-04 at 04:56:46
Why did I just hear something defrosting
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
On 2023-11-04 at 07:54:54
Why did I just hear something defrosting
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
*all i want for christmas starts playing*
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1On 2023-11-04 at 10:32:49
Why did I just hear something defrosting
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
post-traumatic stress
On 2023-11-04 at 10:57:17
Why did I just hear something defrosting
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
post-traumatic stress
disorder
2On 2023-11-04 at 12:36:38
Why did I just hear something defrosting
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
post-traumatic stress
You have no idea how much everyone pissed the hell out of me with Halloween. It's time for me to get revenge with my favorite holiday
On 2023-11-04 at 12:54:53
Why did I just hear something defrosting
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
post-traumatic stress
You have no idea how much everyone pissed the hell out of me with Halloween. It's time for me to get revenge with my favorite holiday
Bah humbug
On 2023-11-04 at 13:46:42
Why did I just hear something defrosting
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
Someone is coming for us guys
November 1st
TAKE CARE
She's only 51 steps away from us
post-traumatic stress
You have no idea how much everyone pissed the hell out of me with Halloween. It's time for me to get revenge with my favorite holiday
Bah humbug
Good afternoon
3On 2023-11-15 at 01:26:40
The most biased essay of my life
Disclaimer : spoilers are spoilers. And I'm telling you, what's inside is very controversial. And this, is my channel, a topic where I post essays about subjects that interest me. If you manage to come up here, open the spoiler and read everything, then I don't want to hear you judging what I wrote. Simple.
Disclaimer : spoilers are spoilers. And I'm telling you, what's inside is very controversial. And this, is my channel, a topic where I post essays about subjects that interest me. If you manage to come up here, open the spoiler and read everything, then I don't want to hear you judging what I wrote. Simple.
Me on the Sniperwolf doxxing incident
Might as well say first that yes, I watch her content. And you wanna know a fun fact ? I haven't watched her videos since August 2022, yet I wanted to laugh a bit recently so I came back to her content to just enjoy it.
And yet there is a drama - but this time it's not just an allegation thrown by some random hater from the backrooms, it is a legal issue with every possible backup proof.
It's been a while since the beef actually did start between sniperwolf and jacksfilms. Jacksfilms has been continuously dissing her content for a while, criticizing how she does not give credit during her reaction videos.
Now I'm gonna say one first thing - shading her was unnecessary. And yeah, maybe he's got a point. What I'm trying to say is, he even created a channel specifically to react to her reaction videos, making fun of her content for a long while.
And yes, specifically creating an account to throw shade on someone, especially as a fellow Youtuber, is clearly not the best move to do.
However this is when everything goes wrong : sniperwolf decides to create an Instagram vote about whether she should visit jacksfilms to "talk like adults" - and here she is in the middle of the night, doxxing him on social media for all of her subscribers to see.
Why did she do that ? That was seriously a big L move.
And when someone on MKPC first told me about the incident I thought she leaked accidentally an email... no, she willingly leaked a location.
Which is very disturbing, it is called stalking. She just put in danger a popular Youtuber and his wife. Imagine if your location was made public so that everyone could literally come to your house, rob it, r*** you, or even m***** you ?
YouTube was slow to react, only demonetizing her channel later. When I first heard about that I knew the media was going to be upset. And I was right. It's a very small punishment in comparison to the terrible actions that she's done.
Now that brings us to another point : social media is partly faulty for this.
I'm not saying that the social media forced her to commit such a terrible thing, I am saying that without social media :
- this drama could not happen
- she couldn't have had subscribers
- she couldn't have had doxxed anyone
- jacksfilms couldn't have had thrown shade
- people would not start to pick sides and start yelling around things
Now yes, sniperwolf, as much as some of her content is entertaining, is totally in the wrong for that very situation. jacksfilms was the one to shade and to search unnecessary shit in the first place. But doxxing him is just the worst move she could do about it.
And yes, social media did not help once again. If jacksfilms lives "5 minutes away from your shoot" then why don't you just PM him or ask him to have a discussion between adults ? What is the point of leaking the whole situation to the social media ? What she did is disturbing, wrong and really stupid. If she just took matters into her own hands and kept the whole thing private nobody would have talked and nothing would have happened. So the blame is on her for this situation.
And she released an apology, but honestly ? I am questioning it. She released it right after YT finally took action. Yeah, you're the one who needs to pay bills, right sniperwolf ?
I hope jacksfilms will be able to be safe and that nothing bad will happen. I will withdraw my support from sniperwolf as of right now ; and I do hope she gets a bigger punishment.
So that it truly makes an impact, and so that there is a chance of finding peace in the future again.
Yeah, YouTube clearly does have a bias. And me too. One person that I found funny vs someone I've never watched. Biases are hard to avoid. But I think I was able to overcome the "see no evil" glasses and actually form an opinion according to what is humanly right and what is not.
Might as well say first that yes, I watch her content. And you wanna know a fun fact ? I haven't watched her videos since August 2022, yet I wanted to laugh a bit recently so I came back to her content to just enjoy it.
And yet there is a drama - but this time it's not just an allegation thrown by some random hater from the backrooms, it is a legal issue with every possible backup proof.
It's been a while since the beef actually did start between sniperwolf and jacksfilms. Jacksfilms has been continuously dissing her content for a while, criticizing how she does not give credit during her reaction videos.
Now I'm gonna say one first thing - shading her was unnecessary. And yeah, maybe he's got a point. What I'm trying to say is, he even created a channel specifically to react to her reaction videos, making fun of her content for a long while.
And yes, specifically creating an account to throw shade on someone, especially as a fellow Youtuber, is clearly not the best move to do.
However this is when everything goes wrong : sniperwolf decides to create an Instagram vote about whether she should visit jacksfilms to "talk like adults" - and here she is in the middle of the night, doxxing him on social media for all of her subscribers to see.
Why did she do that ? That was seriously a big L move.
And when someone on MKPC first told me about the incident I thought she leaked accidentally an email... no, she willingly leaked a location.
Which is very disturbing, it is called stalking. She just put in danger a popular Youtuber and his wife. Imagine if your location was made public so that everyone could literally come to your house, rob it, r*** you, or even m***** you ?
YouTube was slow to react, only demonetizing her channel later. When I first heard about that I knew the media was going to be upset. And I was right. It's a very small punishment in comparison to the terrible actions that she's done.
Now that brings us to another point : social media is partly faulty for this.
I'm not saying that the social media forced her to commit such a terrible thing, I am saying that without social media :
- this drama could not happen
- she couldn't have had subscribers
- she couldn't have had doxxed anyone
- jacksfilms couldn't have had thrown shade
- people would not start to pick sides and start yelling around things
Now yes, sniperwolf, as much as some of her content is entertaining, is totally in the wrong for that very situation. jacksfilms was the one to shade and to search unnecessary shit in the first place. But doxxing him is just the worst move she could do about it.
And yes, social media did not help once again. If jacksfilms lives "5 minutes away from your shoot" then why don't you just PM him or ask him to have a discussion between adults ? What is the point of leaking the whole situation to the social media ? What she did is disturbing, wrong and really stupid. If she just took matters into her own hands and kept the whole thing private nobody would have talked and nothing would have happened. So the blame is on her for this situation.
And she released an apology, but honestly ? I am questioning it. She released it right after YT finally took action. Yeah, you're the one who needs to pay bills, right sniperwolf ?
I hope jacksfilms will be able to be safe and that nothing bad will happen. I will withdraw my support from sniperwolf as of right now ; and I do hope she gets a bigger punishment.
So that it truly makes an impact, and so that there is a chance of finding peace in the future again.
Yeah, YouTube clearly does have a bias. And me too. One person that I found funny vs someone I've never watched. Biases are hard to avoid. But I think I was able to overcome the "see no evil" glasses and actually form an opinion according to what is humanly right and what is not.
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1On 2023-11-29 at 23:00:49
Ditto soty ? Nah you've got to be kidding me. I Am was RIGHT THERE waiting in the corner and they chose your typical kpop song. Biased.
On 2024-02-23 at 01:07:04
Life Hot Takes
- The bad bitch personnality is so cringe lmfao. Being confident is a thing, being a bad bitch is just embarrassing. You can be careless about the haters's opinions and that's a good way to deal with life, but literally a lot of the other traits are extremely toxic :
• Seeing every criticism as jealousy and never growing up as a person because you are never questioning yourself
• Often acting like a "brutally honest" person and calling everything that's not 100% honest "hypocrisy" also fun fact but this generation really loves to label everything as hypocrisy, not insulting your teacher is basic diplomacy, not telling things that you know won't be useful anyways is being smart. Not telling everything is fine, and even if it's actually you lying, then it's called being double faced or fake. Hypocrisy is do as I say not as I do, which is exactly what these so called bad bitches do.
For example, they can tell you not to enter "their" conversation when it's not even theirs, but they can enter yours to bash you out of nowhere.
Also being brutally honest doesn't equal being a cringe bitch. Nudge is brutally honest. Being a dickhead is calling a girl a whore because she's wearing an outfit that you see as revealing (which is totally your problem not hers), calling a boy a wimp because he cries or is afraid of something, or labeling anything as "cringe".
• They are dickeated to the absolute core. The bad bitch personnality is trending, it's fashionable. How many people have been trying to be dry, cold and careless just to be admired. Wow. Some people talk about LGBT being a disappointment, but I highly think our ancestors would probably be more mad about the fact that being a dickhead is trending than the fact that two males are dicking each other-- wait what ?? The bad bitches are literally seen as funny, classy, cool, honest, etc. While they don't even try to be good or bad people. Well that's pathetic. In fact, I think being a bad bitch is not even as bad as sucking the c*** of said bad bitch. The double standards really be going crazy, if it's "cringe" stinky nerdy Sam who does some action it's cringe, bad, annoying, not okay, hurtful, unacceptable. But if the local bad bitch does it ?
"Queen mwah 😍"
"Slay gurlll 👑💅"
"You dropped this 👑"
"You're just jealous smh 🫢"
"She's too cool for you 😎"
Anyways I think I said enough on that point, you got me, I hate bad bitches. Why ? Because most of my friends are friends with them. I truly don't know when to quit I guess.
- Crying should not be seen as a sign of weakness. Sometimes you need to cry, you feel bad about something, you feel like you are sad and about to cry but no tears come out.
Why ?
Because you have been used to smile even with a broken heart. They told you it was weak to cry, so you learnt not to.
Let me tell something to all the people who say "bruh if you cry you ain't a real man 🗿".
A real man is somebody who is not afraid to cry if he needs to. If you want to find some balance, okay. A real man is somebody who is not afraid to cry, but still holds back from crying so that he doesn't add a supplementary weight on others.
And that real man philosophy is shit.
There should be no standards. If you are a man, you are a man, no matter how you act. If you arr a woman, you are a woman, no matter how you act. If you want to be a woman while being born as a man, you can transition and you will be a woman, no matter if you transitioned. If you want to be a man while being born as a woman, you can transition and you will be a man, no matter if you transitioned.
That's how the real shit should be. Sadly, it isn't.
Yeah maybe I should have done more than 2 but for now it's more than enough
- The bad bitch personnality is so cringe lmfao. Being confident is a thing, being a bad bitch is just embarrassing. You can be careless about the haters's opinions and that's a good way to deal with life, but literally a lot of the other traits are extremely toxic :
• Seeing every criticism as jealousy and never growing up as a person because you are never questioning yourself
• Often acting like a "brutally honest" person and calling everything that's not 100% honest "hypocrisy" also fun fact but this generation really loves to label everything as hypocrisy, not insulting your teacher is basic diplomacy, not telling things that you know won't be useful anyways is being smart. Not telling everything is fine, and even if it's actually you lying, then it's called being double faced or fake. Hypocrisy is do as I say not as I do, which is exactly what these so called bad bitches do.
For example, they can tell you not to enter "their" conversation when it's not even theirs, but they can enter yours to bash you out of nowhere.
Also being brutally honest doesn't equal being a cringe bitch. Nudge is brutally honest. Being a dickhead is calling a girl a whore because she's wearing an outfit that you see as revealing (which is totally your problem not hers), calling a boy a wimp because he cries or is afraid of something, or labeling anything as "cringe".
• They are dickeated to the absolute core. The bad bitch personnality is trending, it's fashionable. How many people have been trying to be dry, cold and careless just to be admired. Wow. Some people talk about LGBT being a disappointment, but I highly think our ancestors would probably be more mad about the fact that being a dickhead is trending than the fact that two males are dicking each other-- wait what ?? The bad bitches are literally seen as funny, classy, cool, honest, etc. While they don't even try to be good or bad people. Well that's pathetic. In fact, I think being a bad bitch is not even as bad as sucking the c*** of said bad bitch. The double standards really be going crazy, if it's "cringe" stinky nerdy Sam who does some action it's cringe, bad, annoying, not okay, hurtful, unacceptable. But if the local bad bitch does it ?
"Queen mwah 😍"
"Slay gurlll 👑💅"
"You dropped this 👑"
"You're just jealous smh 🫢"
"She's too cool for you 😎"
Anyways I think I said enough on that point, you got me, I hate bad bitches. Why ? Because most of my friends are friends with them. I truly don't know when to quit I guess.
- Crying should not be seen as a sign of weakness. Sometimes you need to cry, you feel bad about something, you feel like you are sad and about to cry but no tears come out.
Why ?
Because you have been used to smile even with a broken heart. They told you it was weak to cry, so you learnt not to.
Let me tell something to all the people who say "bruh if you cry you ain't a real man 🗿".
A real man is somebody who is not afraid to cry if he needs to. If you want to find some balance, okay. A real man is somebody who is not afraid to cry, but still holds back from crying so that he doesn't add a supplementary weight on others.
And that real man philosophy is shit.
There should be no standards. If you are a man, you are a man, no matter how you act. If you arr a woman, you are a woman, no matter how you act. If you want to be a woman while being born as a man, you can transition and you will be a woman, no matter if you transitioned. If you want to be a man while being born as a woman, you can transition and you will be a man, no matter if you transitioned.
That's how the real shit should be. Sadly, it isn't.
Yeah maybe I should have done more than 2 but for now it's more than enough
1On 2024-03-21 at 23:01:54
BTS has been enlisted and fans are already losing it. It's insuferable. They are apologizing because one member said the community has changed bc some of the viewers were spamming flags in the chat. They are overthinking everything BTS said, the slightest thing a member said is taken out of proportion and becomes an "issue". And some of them are calling themselves bells because they were fans before BTS became more popular and their fanbase more toxic.
The whole #wearesorrybts gives kneeling down to the ground for nothing energy, and the bells vs armys things is giving pick me energy.
The whole #wearesorrybts gives kneeling down to the ground for nothing energy, and the bells vs armys things is giving pick me energy.
On 2024-03-22 at 01:30:16
BTS has been enlisted and fans are already losing it. It's insuferable. They are apologizing because one member said the community has changed bc some of the viewers were spamming flags in the chat. They are overthinking everything BTS said, the slightest thing a member said is taken out of proportion and becomes an "issue". And some of them are calling themselves bells because they were fans before BTS became more popular and their fanbase more toxic.
The whole #wearesorrybts gives kneeling down to the ground for nothing energy, and the bells vs armys things is giving pick me energy.
The whole #wearesorrybts gives kneeling down to the ground for nothing energy, and the bells vs armys things is giving pick me energy.
Honestly I think that the over thinking is coming from two things
1. North Korea (self explanatory)
2. Russia (they are close to south Korea)
But North Korea Is Still in their war plan phase and Russia has the Ukraine War on Their Hands