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6099 pts ★ RacerOn 2023-09-22 at 17:18:35
Being homophobic is a big L but provoking someone by putting makeup on is not smart at all tbh, especially if you're proud of it
I'm not proud of it, I just don't take people being homophobic lightly. I didn't even mean to provoke him, I just genuinely wanted him to shut up calling me a bunch of slurs (Seriously, he called me a slut, whaddaya expect?)
On 2023-09-22 at 17:26:20
Being homophobic is a big L but provoking someone by putting makeup on is not smart at all tbh, especially if you're proud of it
I'm not proud of it, I just don't take people being homophobic lightly. I didn't even mean to provoke him, I just genuinely wanted him to shut up calling me a bunch of slurs (Seriously, he called me a slut, whaddaya expect?)
Yeah but there are other ways to stand up for yourself than that
On 2023-09-22 at 17:32:44
Being homophobic is a big L but provoking someone by putting makeup on is not smart at all tbh, especially if you're proud of it
I'm not proud of it, I just don't take people being homophobic lightly. I didn't even mean to provoke him, I just genuinely wanted him to shut up calling me a bunch of slurs (Seriously, he called me a slut, whaddaya expect?)
you are a good person , if i was at your place at your age im not sure i wouldve had the maturity to not whoop the jackass
If I'm being honest I genuinely wanted to do that, he's been an absolute creep the whole 2 weeks I've been back at school, like blud just needs to calm down and learn to not be fucking discriminatory for once, and what's it to him if I'm a trans girl, or Irish-Mongolian or underweight
On 2023-09-22 at 17:56:02
Dramas created by myself
On 2024-04-26 at 01:45:13
I know upping this is weird, but :
My life has been the best but I think I'm losing confidence. Last year I was a complete dumbass and did way worse than today, but I feel like I am not that great as a person and it's kind of bugging me sometimes.
Like what would people think when they will see this message ? Some might find it nitpicking, some might find it overreacting. I never asked myself this question in 2023, since I liked to listen to myself talk and I fully wrote something that some people might eat up or appreciate. But right now it's another deal. When people are getting mad at me for a mistake that I have done, it feels like a blow to me, while it probably shouldn't. I feel like I have done something really stupid and that people will judge me onwards and etc. While no I just had a L moment which happens to everyone.
I am also paranoiac, I feel like a lot of people hate me while they probably don't, they just don't care about me and usually only hear about me when I am whining like crazy. When someone I look up to calls me out, I feel like crying. Why ? I'm 13 years old, why would I cry over someone calling me out?
I also feel like people appreciate me less than in Times where I feel like I was worse. It's weird. Or maybe it's a mere feeling because I don't appreciate me myself. But IRL, I feel like I've been taking a lot in my face, way less than in times where I was so much worse. Very little people praise me for my evolution, or even remark it, but many point out the flaws that I didn't have before.
I feel bad tbh. I feel like I'm too sensitive, and annoying. If someone tells me to stop I keep on talking or doing whatever I was doing, which is my huge flaw. And I seem to have much more trouble getting away with things than some others. Some kid in my class bites people's arms and nothing is thrown at his face. While for my case I'm only a bit annoying sometimes and I get a lot of criticism.
Here, me venting at 1:45AM lmfao.
My life has been the best but I think I'm losing confidence. Last year I was a complete dumbass and did way worse than today, but I feel like I am not that great as a person and it's kind of bugging me sometimes.
Like what would people think when they will see this message ? Some might find it nitpicking, some might find it overreacting. I never asked myself this question in 2023, since I liked to listen to myself talk and I fully wrote something that some people might eat up or appreciate. But right now it's another deal. When people are getting mad at me for a mistake that I have done, it feels like a blow to me, while it probably shouldn't. I feel like I have done something really stupid and that people will judge me onwards and etc. While no I just had a L moment which happens to everyone.
I am also paranoiac, I feel like a lot of people hate me while they probably don't, they just don't care about me and usually only hear about me when I am whining like crazy. When someone I look up to calls me out, I feel like crying. Why ? I'm 13 years old, why would I cry over someone calling me out?
I also feel like people appreciate me less than in Times where I feel like I was worse. It's weird. Or maybe it's a mere feeling because I don't appreciate me myself. But IRL, I feel like I've been taking a lot in my face, way less than in times where I was so much worse. Very little people praise me for my evolution, or even remark it, but many point out the flaws that I didn't have before.
I feel bad tbh. I feel like I'm too sensitive, and annoying. If someone tells me to stop I keep on talking or doing whatever I was doing, which is my huge flaw. And I seem to have much more trouble getting away with things than some others. Some kid in my class bites people's arms and nothing is thrown at his face. While for my case I'm only a bit annoying sometimes and I get a lot of criticism.
Here, me venting at 1:45AM lmfao.
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On 2024-04-26 at 01:59:02
i sometimes feel like i dont fit in school just because i like BFDI and for some reason it gives kids a reason to bully me to the point of abuse when all i did was slap them in self defense