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6099 pts ★ RacerOn 2023-03-09 at 19:20:14
Finally. A good ending to this Karen Saga.
It started in the middle of today's snowstorm. I was carrying Raider because the ground was slippery and I was kissing her lovingly. Then cue the Karen.
She attempted to trip both of us up by throwing balls of ice at my legs. Finally I snapped. I sat Raider down on a nearby bench and threw the Karen into a nearby tree. A raven shat on her head.
I went to pick Raider back up and after our last class was up, she got a restraining order so the Karen couldn't be within 5 meters of us (the distance is a result of lack of evidence unfortunately, but eh, it's something. I love Raider even more now).
It started in the middle of today's snowstorm. I was carrying Raider because the ground was slippery and I was kissing her lovingly. Then cue the Karen.
She attempted to trip both of us up by throwing balls of ice at my legs. Finally I snapped. I sat Raider down on a nearby bench and threw the Karen into a nearby tree. A raven shat on her head.
I went to pick Raider back up and after our last class was up, she got a restraining order so the Karen couldn't be within 5 meters of us (the distance is a result of lack of evidence unfortunately, but eh, it's something. I love Raider even more now).
6On 2023-03-09 at 21:15:11
I had a terrible evening and need sleep. If I post after this please react with Police. Good night.
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On 2023-03-09 at 21:51:52
@IlluZhion really great news ! Hope she won't continue after that.
@Teon5072 what happened ?
@Teon5072 what happened ?
On 2023-03-09 at 22:43:59
Finally. A good ending to this Karen Saga.
It started in the middle of today's snowstorm. I was carrying Raider because the ground was slippery and I was kissing her lovingly. Then cue the Karen.
She attempted to trip both of us up by throwing balls of ice at my legs. Finally I snapped. I sat Raider down on a nearby bench and threw the Karen into a nearby tree. A raven shat on her head.
I went to pick Raider back up and after our last class was up, she got a restraining order so the Karen couldn't be within 5 meters of us (the distance is a result of lack of evidence unfortunately, but eh, it's something. I love Raider even more now).
It started in the middle of today's snowstorm. I was carrying Raider because the ground was slippery and I was kissing her lovingly. Then cue the Karen.
She attempted to trip both of us up by throwing balls of ice at my legs. Finally I snapped. I sat Raider down on a nearby bench and threw the Karen into a nearby tree. A raven shat on her head.
I went to pick Raider back up and after our last class was up, she got a restraining order so the Karen couldn't be within 5 meters of us (the distance is a result of lack of evidence unfortunately, but eh, it's something. I love Raider even more now).
Now that is what we like to call karma which i feel like this still doesn’t cover everything she’s done since she is a big dum racist idiot who tried to kill you, also if they do anything else and not obey the restraining order call the cops. Still great that it happened
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3On 2023-03-09 at 22:49:46
Finally. A good ending to this Karen Saga.
It started in the middle of today's snowstorm. I was carrying Raider because the ground was slippery and I was kissing her lovingly. Then cue the Karen.
She attempted to trip both of us up by throwing balls of ice at my legs. Finally I snapped. I sat Raider down on a nearby bench and threw the Karen into a nearby tree. A raven shat on her head.
I went to pick Raider back up and after our last class was up, she got a restraining order so the Karen couldn't be within 5 meters of us (the distance is a result of lack of evidence unfortunately, but eh, it's something. I love Raider even more now).
It started in the middle of today's snowstorm. I was carrying Raider because the ground was slippery and I was kissing her lovingly. Then cue the Karen.
She attempted to trip both of us up by throwing balls of ice at my legs. Finally I snapped. I sat Raider down on a nearby bench and threw the Karen into a nearby tree. A raven shat on her head.
I went to pick Raider back up and after our last class was up, she got a restraining order so the Karen couldn't be within 5 meters of us (the distance is a result of lack of evidence unfortunately, but eh, it's something. I love Raider even more now).
Onto a more detailed statement from me, what I liked is that you weren't that violent for a finale, you just acted in self-defense tbh, this Karen is going way too far, she has been racist and has attempted murder on her case, so she deserved at least ONE punishment, and even worse if I was in charge of the punishment system. Anyways, if that's done now, I'm glad to hear that. Oh and even birds have no respect for her. Well done. And now the danger level has been lowered a lot.
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On 2023-03-10 at 02:01:09
Okay, so my problem recently : I just want to lock myself in my bedroom and not see anyone. I feel like I'm a burden. Yet I don't know how to improve. There's things I should stop cause they annoy my friends, but somehow I can't really. And that's what I'm regretting. I feel like I should stop but I can't find a freaking way. Pathetic huh. I've also been questioning every of my choices, constantly feeling like someone is going to judge me for my ethnicity, sexuality, body... I feel really insecure about myself. First there's a lot of homophobic people out of here, it's crazy, I do not mind people not supporting it but at least please be respectful. Some people don't even treat us as human beings. It's horrible. I'm also a little bit overweight (nothing of matter) yet I'm always hungry and don't feel like doing much exercise. I did a lot today, but it should be more regular. I want to have a glowup. But I can't. Im I'm very ugly. I feel insecure about being overweight, I feel like somebody is going to judge that so much, while I don't even look overweight if I don't put tight clothes on... I feel like you can also judge me for my tastes. Nobody respects it ! At all ! I'm trying so bad to recognize k-pop flaws to prove people I'm open minded but they put me in the same bag as those toxic people who would send threats to people not liking it. That's why I never. Mention. It. In real life. As much as I can. I'm avoiding the topic. Because I'm embarrassed. I'm also a very sensitive person and I have trouble dealing with more brutal judgements. Yeah, people always judge me as the crybaby. I had enough of this ! I was way worse 2 years ago. I would say "we will all die" sometimes in random contexts ! Why ? Because I was stressed by some shit ! I also did stupid things to seek attention !!! I was an horrible person ! Yet nobody saw how I stopped screaming for nothing. Laughing for nothing. Complaining for nothing. I just grew up ! With efforts ! To be respectable! Yet nobody sees it ! Society is blind! Yes. I used to be speaking in my Latin classes, I don't know about what, anyways, when I stopped doing so, nobody even saw this. And they bring up the argument "that's normal". Won't you give congratulations to a criminal who succeeded at becoming a normal person with normal hobbies ??? Then why don't you see I'm a better person now ? Because you don't give a fuck. And I honestly had enough. Nobody respects my tastes ! The other day, I told my mom I found what someone said stupid while she agreed to that and she told me it was agressive. AGRESSIVE ! WHAT DOES SHE EXPECT ? Sure, I actually agreed with her at the end, I just thought you can't lecture someone on how not making songs if it just makes the mood of people sadder. That's it ! Does she want to deal with the mockery I've been through ??? "BTS are plastic horses ! BTS is trash ! K-pop sucks ! You care more about looks than music! They are the worst people ever ! Stop fangirling ! Ewww !" This is what I've been suffering if I ever mentioned them. Ever ! And they can't even take criticism on their own tastes lmfao. If I tell them I hate rap, and that's true, I do, they'll tell me that no I can't and that boo hoo k-pop is worse. I hate this personnality so much. Basically, they can mock your tastes and whatever if it hurts you. But their tastes are superior and you can't even argue lmfao. I can't with this. Being judged for everything is terrible! Worse, in arguments ! Lately there's been many arguments between my friends. I'm always trying to understand both sides. Yet they are never happy and tell me that I shouldn't think this because they are totally right and not 70% right... AND THEY KEEP GIVING ME THE SIDE EYE !
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
Well I don't know much about your personal life but here you're awesome!
We all feel some insecurity sometimes. If you don't let it get you down, it'll pass. Good luck with it all.Well when people judge, they're being extremely rude. It's not for us to judge someone for ethnicity, "sexuality," body, etc. If you're confident and carry yourself confidently you won't have a problem.
And as for something like exercise, that's easy stuff. Ever notice how it seems like hell on earth until you're actually doing it? Look at it that way and you'll start to do it more often. I can say that from personal experience.
We don't judge you for your tastes! You're a person and your entitled to enjoy things. If it weren't that way, the world would be even more messed up. For example it's totally fine that you like k-pop. It's just a freaking type of music, for crying out loud! You've easily proved that you're not some sort of rabid k-pop crusader.
Hey fun fact I never saw you say "we will all die." Though if you did and you've since improved, then you're right, you deserve congratulations.
You're definitely right about people not willing to understand both sides of an argument tho and it is irritating. And it's not just between friends, its kinda the reason the US is so messed up right now. But that's another story. Good luck with that problem as well.
And finally a special message for you,
Anyways I hope my pathetic attempt at comfort helps. I hope all your problems get solved soon.
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21On 2023-03-10 at 07:38:58
Okay, so my problem recently : I just want to lock myself in my bedroom and not see anyone. I feel like I'm a burden. Yet I don't know how to improve. There's things I should stop cause they annoy my friends, but somehow I can't really. And that's what I'm regretting. I feel like I should stop but I can't find a freaking way. Pathetic huh. I've also been questioning every of my choices, constantly feeling like someone is going to judge me for my ethnicity, sexuality, body... I feel really insecure about myself. First there's a lot of homophobic people out of here, it's crazy, I do not mind people not supporting it but at least please be respectful. Some people don't even treat us as human beings. It's horrible. I'm also a little bit overweight (nothing of matter) yet I'm always hungry and don't feel like doing much exercise. I did a lot today, but it should be more regular. I want to have a glowup. But I can't. Im I'm very ugly. I feel insecure about being overweight, I feel like somebody is going to judge that so much, while I don't even look overweight if I don't put tight clothes on... I feel like you can also judge me for my tastes. Nobody respects it ! At all ! I'm trying so bad to recognize k-pop flaws to prove people I'm open minded but they put me in the same bag as those toxic people who would send threats to people not liking it. That's why I never. Mention. It. In real life. As much as I can. I'm avoiding the topic. Because I'm embarrassed. I'm also a very sensitive person and I have trouble dealing with more brutal judgements. Yeah, people always judge me as the crybaby. I had enough of this ! I was way worse 2 years ago. I would say "we will all die" sometimes in random contexts ! Why ? Because I was stressed by some shit ! I also did stupid things to seek attention !!! I was an horrible person ! Yet nobody saw how I stopped screaming for nothing. Laughing for nothing. Complaining for nothing. I just grew up ! With efforts ! To be respectable! Yet nobody sees it ! Society is blind! Yes. I used to be speaking in my Latin classes, I don't know about what, anyways, when I stopped doing so, nobody even saw this. And they bring up the argument "that's normal". Won't you give congratulations to a criminal who succeeded at becoming a normal person with normal hobbies ??? Then why don't you see I'm a better person now ? Because you don't give a fuck. And I honestly had enough. Nobody respects my tastes ! The other day, I told my mom I found what someone said stupid while she agreed to that and she told me it was agressive. AGRESSIVE ! WHAT DOES SHE EXPECT ? Sure, I actually agreed with her at the end, I just thought you can't lecture someone on how not making songs if it just makes the mood of people sadder. That's it ! Does she want to deal with the mockery I've been through ??? "BTS are plastic horses ! BTS is trash ! K-pop sucks ! You care more about looks than music! They are the worst people ever ! Stop fangirling ! Ewww !" This is what I've been suffering if I ever mentioned them. Ever ! And they can't even take criticism on their own tastes lmfao. If I tell them I hate rap, and that's true, I do, they'll tell me that no I can't and that boo hoo k-pop is worse. I hate this personnality so much. Basically, they can mock your tastes and whatever if it hurts you. But their tastes are superior and you can't even argue lmfao. I can't with this. Being judged for everything is terrible! Worse, in arguments ! Lately there's been many arguments between my friends. I'm always trying to understand both sides. Yet they are never happy and tell me that I shouldn't think this because they are totally right and not 70% right... AND THEY KEEP GIVING ME THE SIDE EYE !
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
Well I don't know much about your personal life but here you're awesome!
We all feel some insecurity sometimes. If you don't let it get you down, it'll pass. Good luck with it all.Well when people judge, they're being extremely rude. It's not for us to judge someone for ethnicity, "sexuality," body, etc. If you're confident and carry yourself confidently you won't have a problem.
And as for something like exercise, that's easy stuff. Ever notice how it seems like hell on earth until you're actually doing it? Look at it that way and you'll start to do it more often. I can say that from personal experience.
We don't judge you for your tastes! You're a person and your entitled to enjoy things. If it weren't that way, the world would be even more messed up. For example it's totally fine that you like k-pop. It's just a freaking type of music, for crying out loud! You've easily proved that you're not some sort of rabid k-pop crusader.
Hey fun fact I never saw you say "we will all die." Though if you did and you've since improved, then you're right, you deserve congratulations.
You're definitely right about people not willing to understand both sides of an argument tho and it is irritating. And it's not just between friends, its kinda the reason the US is so messed up right now. But that's another story. Good luck with that problem as well.
And finally a special message for you,
Anyways I hope my pathetic attempt at comfort helps. I hope all your problems get solved soon.
I don't have many words right know, but thank you so much 🥰🥰🥰
The fact that you took the time to develop the message was really kind of you and that's something not everybody is wiling to do
But you're also comforting me and bringing solutions on top of everything
Thanks a lot for support <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
31On 2023-03-10 at 18:42:29
Alright, now this is casual IlluZhion relationship behaviour, they got r***d. Now Illu wants to actually commit murder, they're not doing well...
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11On 2023-03-11 at 18:59:10
Okay, so my problem recently : I just want to lock myself in my bedroom and not see anyone. I feel like I'm a burden. Yet I don't know how to improve. There's things I should stop cause they annoy my friends, but somehow I can't really. And that's what I'm regretting. I feel like I should stop but I can't find a freaking way. Pathetic huh. I've also been questioning every of my choices, constantly feeling like someone is going to judge me for my ethnicity, sexuality, body... I feel really insecure about myself. First there's a lot of homophobic people out of here, it's crazy, I do not mind people not supporting it but at least please be respectful. Some people don't even treat us as human beings. It's horrible. I'm also a little bit overweight (nothing of matter) yet I'm always hungry and don't feel like doing much exercise. I did a lot today, but it should be more regular. I want to have a glowup. But I can't. Im I'm very ugly. I feel insecure about being overweight, I feel like somebody is going to judge that so much, while I don't even look overweight if I don't put tight clothes on... I feel like you can also judge me for my tastes. Nobody respects it ! At all ! I'm trying so bad to recognize k-pop flaws to prove people I'm open minded but they put me in the same bag as those toxic people who would send threats to people not liking it. That's why I never. Mention. It. In real life. As much as I can. I'm avoiding the topic. Because I'm embarrassed. I'm also a very sensitive person and I have trouble dealing with more brutal judgements. Yeah, people always judge me as the crybaby. I had enough of this ! I was way worse 2 years ago. I would say "we will all die" sometimes in random contexts ! Why ? Because I was stressed by some shit ! I also did stupid things to seek attention !!! I was an horrible person ! Yet nobody saw how I stopped screaming for nothing. Laughing for nothing. Complaining for nothing. I just grew up ! With efforts ! To be respectable! Yet nobody sees it ! Society is blind! Yes. I used to be speaking in my Latin classes, I don't know about what, anyways, when I stopped doing so, nobody even saw this. And they bring up the argument "that's normal". Won't you give congratulations to a criminal who succeeded at becoming a normal person with normal hobbies ??? Then why don't you see I'm a better person now ? Because you don't give a fuck. And I honestly had enough. Nobody respects my tastes ! The other day, I told my mom I found what someone said stupid while she agreed to that and she told me it was agressive. AGRESSIVE ! WHAT DOES SHE EXPECT ? Sure, I actually agreed with her at the end, I just thought you can't lecture someone on how not making songs if it just makes the mood of people sadder. That's it ! Does she want to deal with the mockery I've been through ??? "BTS are plastic horses ! BTS is trash ! K-pop sucks ! You care more about looks than music! They are the worst people ever ! Stop fangirling ! Ewww !" This is what I've been suffering if I ever mentioned them. Ever ! And they can't even take criticism on their own tastes lmfao. If I tell them I hate rap, and that's true, I do, they'll tell me that no I can't and that boo hoo k-pop is worse. I hate this personnality so much. Basically, they can mock your tastes and whatever if it hurts you. But their tastes are superior and you can't even argue lmfao. I can't with this. Being judged for everything is terrible! Worse, in arguments ! Lately there's been many arguments between my friends. I'm always trying to understand both sides. Yet they are never happy and tell me that I shouldn't think this because they are totally right and not 70% right... AND THEY KEEP GIVING ME THE SIDE EYE !
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
WOOOOOOOOAHHHHHHHHH
No need to beat yourself up
They should realize the past is the past
There is no need for people to judge
Well, I hope you recover bro
On 2023-03-11 at 19:00:29
Okay, so my problem recently : I just want to lock myself in my bedroom and not see anyone. I feel like I'm a burden. Yet I don't know how to improve. There's things I should stop cause they annoy my friends, but somehow I can't really. And that's what I'm regretting. I feel like I should stop but I can't find a freaking way. Pathetic huh. I've also been questioning every of my choices, constantly feeling like someone is going to judge me for my ethnicity, sexuality, body... I feel really insecure about myself. First there's a lot of homophobic people out of here, it's crazy, I do not mind people not supporting it but at least please be respectful. Some people don't even treat us as human beings. It's horrible. I'm also a little bit overweight (nothing of matter) yet I'm always hungry and don't feel like doing much exercise. I did a lot today, but it should be more regular. I want to have a glowup. But I can't. Im I'm very ugly. I feel insecure about being overweight, I feel like somebody is going to judge that so much, while I don't even look overweight if I don't put tight clothes on... I feel like you can also judge me for my tastes. Nobody respects it ! At all ! I'm trying so bad to recognize k-pop flaws to prove people I'm open minded but they put me in the same bag as those toxic people who would send threats to people not liking it. That's why I never. Mention. It. In real life. As much as I can. I'm avoiding the topic. Because I'm embarrassed. I'm also a very sensitive person and I have trouble dealing with more brutal judgements. Yeah, people always judge me as the crybaby. I had enough of this ! I was way worse 2 years ago. I would say "we will all die" sometimes in random contexts ! Why ? Because I was stressed by some shit ! I also did stupid things to seek attention !!! I was an horrible person ! Yet nobody saw how I stopped screaming for nothing. Laughing for nothing. Complaining for nothing. I just grew up ! With efforts ! To be respectable! Yet nobody sees it ! Society is blind! Yes. I used to be speaking in my Latin classes, I don't know about what, anyways, when I stopped doing so, nobody even saw this. And they bring up the argument "that's normal". Won't you give congratulations to a criminal who succeeded at becoming a normal person with normal hobbies ??? Then why don't you see I'm a better person now ? Because you don't give a fuck. And I honestly had enough. Nobody respects my tastes ! The other day, I told my mom I found what someone said stupid while she agreed to that and she told me it was agressive. AGRESSIVE ! WHAT DOES SHE EXPECT ? Sure, I actually agreed with her at the end, I just thought you can't lecture someone on how not making songs if it just makes the mood of people sadder. That's it ! Does she want to deal with the mockery I've been through ??? "BTS are plastic horses ! BTS is trash ! K-pop sucks ! You care more about looks than music! They are the worst people ever ! Stop fangirling ! Ewww !" This is what I've been suffering if I ever mentioned them. Ever ! And they can't even take criticism on their own tastes lmfao. If I tell them I hate rap, and that's true, I do, they'll tell me that no I can't and that boo hoo k-pop is worse. I hate this personnality so much. Basically, they can mock your tastes and whatever if it hurts you. But their tastes are superior and you can't even argue lmfao. I can't with this. Being judged for everything is terrible! Worse, in arguments ! Lately there's been many arguments between my friends. I'm always trying to understand both sides. Yet they are never happy and tell me that I shouldn't think this because they are totally right and not 70% right... AND THEY KEEP GIVING ME THE SIDE EYE !
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
WOOOOOOOOAHHHHHHHHH
No need to beat yourself up
They should realize the past is the past
There is no need for people to judge
Well, I hope you recover bro
Don't worry I'm fine, I just need some rest because they are being manipulative and they're bringing me into this. I guess I'll have to step out of this for a moment, it's a vicious circle at the moment.
On 2023-03-11 at 19:02:37
Okay, so my problem recently : I just want to lock myself in my bedroom and not see anyone. I feel like I'm a burden. Yet I don't know how to improve. There's things I should stop cause they annoy my friends, but somehow I can't really. And that's what I'm regretting. I feel like I should stop but I can't find a freaking way. Pathetic huh. I've also been questioning every of my choices, constantly feeling like someone is going to judge me for my ethnicity, sexuality, body... I feel really insecure about myself. First there's a lot of homophobic people out of here, it's crazy, I do not mind people not supporting it but at least please be respectful. Some people don't even treat us as human beings. It's horrible. I'm also a little bit overweight (nothing of matter) yet I'm always hungry and don't feel like doing much exercise. I did a lot today, but it should be more regular. I want to have a glowup. But I can't. Im I'm very ugly. I feel insecure about being overweight, I feel like somebody is going to judge that so much, while I don't even look overweight if I don't put tight clothes on... I feel like you can also judge me for my tastes. Nobody respects it ! At all ! I'm trying so bad to recognize k-pop flaws to prove people I'm open minded but they put me in the same bag as those toxic people who would send threats to people not liking it. That's why I never. Mention. It. In real life. As much as I can. I'm avoiding the topic. Because I'm embarrassed. I'm also a very sensitive person and I have trouble dealing with more brutal judgements. Yeah, people always judge me as the crybaby. I had enough of this ! I was way worse 2 years ago. I would say "we will all die" sometimes in random contexts ! Why ? Because I was stressed by some shit ! I also did stupid things to seek attention !!! I was an horrible person ! Yet nobody saw how I stopped screaming for nothing. Laughing for nothing. Complaining for nothing. I just grew up ! With efforts ! To be respectable! Yet nobody sees it ! Society is blind! Yes. I used to be speaking in my Latin classes, I don't know about what, anyways, when I stopped doing so, nobody even saw this. And they bring up the argument "that's normal". Won't you give congratulations to a criminal who succeeded at becoming a normal person with normal hobbies ??? Then why don't you see I'm a better person now ? Because you don't give a fuck. And I honestly had enough. Nobody respects my tastes ! The other day, I told my mom I found what someone said stupid while she agreed to that and she told me it was agressive. AGRESSIVE ! WHAT DOES SHE EXPECT ? Sure, I actually agreed with her at the end, I just thought you can't lecture someone on how not making songs if it just makes the mood of people sadder. That's it ! Does she want to deal with the mockery I've been through ??? "BTS are plastic horses ! BTS is trash ! K-pop sucks ! You care more about looks than music! They are the worst people ever ! Stop fangirling ! Ewww !" This is what I've been suffering if I ever mentioned them. Ever ! And they can't even take criticism on their own tastes lmfao. If I tell them I hate rap, and that's true, I do, they'll tell me that no I can't and that boo hoo k-pop is worse. I hate this personnality so much. Basically, they can mock your tastes and whatever if it hurts you. But their tastes are superior and you can't even argue lmfao. I can't with this. Being judged for everything is terrible! Worse, in arguments ! Lately there's been many arguments between my friends. I'm always trying to understand both sides. Yet they are never happy and tell me that I shouldn't think this because they are totally right and not 70% right... AND THEY KEEP GIVING ME THE SIDE EYE !
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
If someone does that for "fun", and if that person is my friend, no problem, I do too. We always laugh 2 seconds afterwards to make sure it's a joke and not serious. But people giving you a side eye are assholes ! They're hiding themselves behind a simple sign that can mean "fuck off and die" yet they don't even have the balls to come at you and say it directly. This is horrible. Even when they don't know you. Because that can mean "cringe" but that can also mean way worse things, yet you don't know haha. I can't with this anymore. I probably need a break. A good old pure fun moment. I just want someone to understand me someone that won't judge me. I'm sorry for existing, people... I know I'm in the wrong.
WOOOOOOOOAHHHHHHHHH
No need to beat yourself up
They should realize the past is the past
There is no need for people to judge
Well, I hope you recover bro
Don't worry I'm fine, I just need some rest because they are being manipulative and they're bringing me into this. I guess I'll have to step out of this for a moment, it's a vicious circle at the moment.
I can see that, if they're being manipulative just ghost them
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1On 2023-03-12 at 16:28:08
I’n just not feeling well my neck hurts, i have a headache, a freezing cold nose, a sore throat, my body is just cold but not as cold as the nose. And it’s snowing but enough to actually do anything fun and for me I can’t even give me more time away from school tomorrow since tomorrow is a teacher work day.
3On 2023-03-12 at 20:35:02
This is too much to handle...
My mom is trying to pull me and Raider apart by moving me to a different area and a different school. Though she never said directly, I know she's found out about my affair with Raider.
She's always been toxic, at Christmas dinner she turned half of my family against me when I announced that I was pagan.
More recently, she broke my Nintendo 3DS because I 'wouldn't get up on time.'
Then when I finally had enough of her toxicity, at which point SHE TRIED TO SEND ME TO A MENTAL ASYLUM.
I'm not going to lie, I do have mental complications (bipolar disorder, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, psychopathy
disorder etc.) but I've never felt so emotionally chained, and my symptoms of these are 'minor.'
Fast forward to today, she barges into my room, notices a red stain on my bed, flies into an unhinged rage, flips me off, refuses to speak to me and tells me we're moving to a different school and area TOMORROW.
I don't know what to do.
If I go through with this, I'll be leaving my own children behind.
Should I move in with Raider? Should I cave in to her psychotic demands? Should I up and run away, living as an outlaw in some cave somewhere? What do I do?
My mom is trying to pull me and Raider apart by moving me to a different area and a different school. Though she never said directly, I know she's found out about my affair with Raider.
She's always been toxic, at Christmas dinner she turned half of my family against me when I announced that I was pagan.
More recently, she broke my Nintendo 3DS because I 'wouldn't get up on time.'
Then when I finally had enough of her toxicity, at which point SHE TRIED TO SEND ME TO A MENTAL ASYLUM.
I'm not going to lie, I do have mental complications (bipolar disorder, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, psychopathy
disorder etc.) but I've never felt so emotionally chained, and my symptoms of these are 'minor.'
Fast forward to today, she barges into my room, notices a red stain on my bed, flies into an unhinged rage, flips me off, refuses to speak to me and tells me we're moving to a different school and area TOMORROW.
I don't know what to do.
If I go through with this, I'll be leaving my own children behind.
Should I move in with Raider? Should I cave in to her psychotic demands? Should I up and run away, living as an outlaw in some cave somewhere? What do I do?
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1On 2023-03-12 at 20:47:53
This is too much to handle...
My mom is trying to pull me and Raider apart by moving me to a different area and a different school. Though she never said directly, I know she's found out about my affair with Raider.
She's always been toxic, at Christmas dinner she turned half of my family against me when I announced that I was pagan.
More recently, she broke my Nintendo 3DS because I 'wouldn't get up on time.'
Then when I finally had enough of her toxicity, at which point SHE TRIED TO SEND ME TO A MENTAL ASYLUM.
I'm not going to lie, I do have mental complications (bipolar disorder, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, psychopathy
disorder etc.) but I've never felt so emotionally chained, and my symptoms of these are 'minor.'
Fast forward to today, she barges into my room, notices a red stain on my bed, flies into an unhinged rage, flips me off, refuses to speak to me and tells me we're moving to a different school and area TOMORROW.
I don't know what to do.
If I go through with this, I'll be leaving my own children behind.
Should I move in with Raider? Should I cave in to her psychotic demands? Should I up and run away, living as an outlaw in some cave somewhere? What do I do?
My mom is trying to pull me and Raider apart by moving me to a different area and a different school. Though she never said directly, I know she's found out about my affair with Raider.
She's always been toxic, at Christmas dinner she turned half of my family against me when I announced that I was pagan.
More recently, she broke my Nintendo 3DS because I 'wouldn't get up on time.'
Then when I finally had enough of her toxicity, at which point SHE TRIED TO SEND ME TO A MENTAL ASYLUM.
I'm not going to lie, I do have mental complications (bipolar disorder, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, psychopathy
disorder etc.) but I've never felt so emotionally chained, and my symptoms of these are 'minor.'
Fast forward to today, she barges into my room, notices a red stain on my bed, flies into an unhinged rage, flips me off, refuses to speak to me and tells me we're moving to a different school and area TOMORROW.
I don't know what to do.
If I go through with this, I'll be leaving my own children behind.
Should I move in with Raider? Should I cave in to her psychotic demands? Should I up and run away, living as an outlaw in some cave somewhere? What do I do?
I dont know how you are too much problem
But for the answer : IdkOn 2023-03-12 at 21:34:00
This is too much to handle...
My mom is trying to pull me and Raider apart by moving me to a different area and a different school. Though she never said directly, I know she's found out about my affair with Raider.
She's always been toxic, at Christmas dinner she turned half of my family against me when I announced that I was pagan.
More recently, she broke my Nintendo 3DS because I 'wouldn't get up on time.'
Then when I finally had enough of her toxicity, at which point SHE TRIED TO SEND ME TO A MENTAL ASYLUM.
I'm not going to lie, I do have mental complications (bipolar disorder, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, psychopathy
disorder etc.) but I've never felt so emotionally chained, and my symptoms of these are 'minor.'
Fast forward to today, she barges into my room, notices a red stain on my bed, flies into an unhinged rage, flips me off, refuses to speak to me and tells me we're moving to a different school and area TOMORROW.
I don't know what to do.
If I go through with this, I'll be leaving my own children behind.
Should I move in with Raider? Should I cave in to her psychotic demands? Should I up and run away, living as an outlaw in some cave somewhere? What do I do?
My mom is trying to pull me and Raider apart by moving me to a different area and a different school. Though she never said directly, I know she's found out about my affair with Raider.
She's always been toxic, at Christmas dinner she turned half of my family against me when I announced that I was pagan.
More recently, she broke my Nintendo 3DS because I 'wouldn't get up on time.'
Then when I finally had enough of her toxicity, at which point SHE TRIED TO SEND ME TO A MENTAL ASYLUM.
I'm not going to lie, I do have mental complications (bipolar disorder, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, psychopathy
disorder etc.) but I've never felt so emotionally chained, and my symptoms of these are 'minor.'
Fast forward to today, she barges into my room, notices a red stain on my bed, flies into an unhinged rage, flips me off, refuses to speak to me and tells me we're moving to a different school and area TOMORROW.
I don't know what to do.
If I go through with this, I'll be leaving my own children behind.
Should I move in with Raider? Should I cave in to her psychotic demands? Should I up and run away, living as an outlaw in some cave somewhere? What do I do?
I absolutely hate how I've met you in October as the standard guy, but you're dealing with so much problems, that is heartbreaking. Honestly, at this point... I don't know what to do. If Raider is really pregnant, then yeah, it's a complicated story, because she is literally a 14 year old teenager, and she will have kids to handle, at the same time having sex at 14 is too early... Especially when you know you could have kids... Listen, your mom sounds toxic as well, even if I understand why she is mad, my parents would have been mad too, but I know it's not easy... I don't think you should run away, it would put you in more danger than anywhere else and I hate that thought alone. Listen, I don't know at all. Just acknowledge that I'll always be here for you if you need comfort.
25On 2023-03-20 at 22:07:52
I’m being threatened by this fucking messed up asshole he said hes gonna fucking r*** me
On 2023-03-20 at 22:12:11
I’m being threatened by this fucking messed up asshole he said hes gonna fucking r*** me
You remember he said it but he cant do anything about that, just trolling Ig
1On 2023-03-20 at 22:12:50
I’m being threatened by this fucking messed up asshole he said hes gonna fucking r*** me
You remember he said it but he cant do anything about that, just trolling Ig
You’re saying that threatening to r*** me and additionally being racist is trolling?
1On 2023-03-20 at 22:34:27
I’m being threatened by this fucking messed up asshole he said hes gonna fucking r*** me
You remember he said it but he cant do anything about that, just trolling Ig
You’re saying that threatening to r*** me and additionally being racist is trolling?
Yeah, about that...
1On 2023-03-20 at 22:53:14
No sleep
Diabetes driving me mad
Autism not helping
Becoming a teenager soon
Have a cold
My life has turned to a fudge fest of screaming and crying and hurting and beeping and my parents and teachers asking me to check my glucose.
LIFE WENT TO HELL!
I JUST WANT RESETTI TO COME AND RESET MY LIFE!
Diabetes driving me mad
Autism not helping
Becoming a teenager soon
Have a cold
My life has turned to a fudge fest of screaming and crying and hurting and beeping and my parents and teachers asking me to check my glucose.
LIFE WENT TO HELL!
I JUST WANT RESETTI TO COME AND RESET MY LIFE!
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